Secrets And More Secrets Don't Tell

Everyone has secrets
Just as I do
The time to tell them
Can vary from people to people
Depending on how they feel
Or when the need hits them

My secrets can be simple
Or complexed depending on
How you may look
At each one
My secrets maybe no different
Than anyone else
They are just mine

Respect is something we crave
Sometimes we get it
Sometimes we do not
Being called stupid
For stating your opinion
Is not respect it is just
Something that you deal with
And I Know that now

Love is something we all dream about
Holding that special someone in our arms
Telling them how much they mean
Showing them how they have changed
Your life for the better
Love though for many can be a secret
Many times we never find the love
The love that we want or desire
That does not mean we ever end our search
For that one true love

In general secrets are something we keep close
Never to leave our hearts or lips
I have revealed a few of mine
But besides that the rest
May stay hidden forever until
The time is right to let them go

Alone

Alone is such a powerful word
It has many meanings
Depending on where
You happen to be in your life

For me being alone is something
I live with and many times
It does not mean that
I like it It's just what I know
Right now in my life

Changing it can be tough
When you are use to it
And many times do not
Have the will or determination
To change it anytime soon

Being alone is not as bad
As it seems especially
When it engulfs your life
And becomes a part of
Everyday life as you know it

Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I Wonder
What your doing
When I think of you

Sometimes I Wonder
What your soft touch
Will feel like
Your sweet kiss
Will taste like

Sometimes I Wonder
If I will ever
Hear your Laughter

Sometimes I Wonder
When you dream
Is It about me

Sometimes I Wonder
If you can sense
When I cry out loud

Sometimes I Wonder
If you know
Nothing will stop me
From loving you
Author not

One Moment

Take A Moment

In our everyday lives
Many times we forget
To save those precious moments
That make us smile
Pause or even laugh
Those tender moments once gone
Can never be relived again

This time of year many memories
Are made of the sweetest kind
It can be as simple as a thank you
Or it could be a special gift
The most cherished gift though
Is not what is bought
But what is given

It comes from the heart
And shows you care
It can be love
Or just a special friendship
That blossoms over time

The one thing about Christmas
It can be anything you want
Or desire it to be
But most of all
Savior the moment
As once it's gone
You can never turn back time

Nature

White doves
Huddled together
Wild rabbits
Running with no cares

Deer frolicking
In fresh snow
Squirrels scaling
Their favorite trees

And me
Just thankful
For sights of peace
To fill my world

When Your Not Around

As I wait And Wonder
What will become of us
I know what I really want
Is It what you want too?

You have touched
Me like no one else
Ever has or ever will

Its not your words
I long for
It's you
I long for

I've waited for so long
To call you mine
So a few months longer
Won't make a difference

Only thing that
Will Make a difference
Is you beside me forever

Maybe I'm greedy
And If I am
I'm sorry
But ladies like you
Just appear once in a lifetime
So I'm grabbing you now
Before you vanish
into thin air

And all I have left
Our memories
Of what could have been

Rest Mom I Love You!

As I put pen to paper
The tears seem to never stop
For my pain is real
Not something make believe

Mom you were always there
When I needed you and now
You have made that journey
To a better place

The pain is fresh
And hurts real deep
But in the end
We will be together
One last time

No matter how long
Until we meet again
just know your in my every thought
Wish and pray
Most of all know
I love you Mom

Dedicated to my mom and anyone who is missing their mom!

Teardrops

Teardrops drip from my eyes
Running down my sad cheeks
Searching for someplace to hide
But their is none

Soft music fills my heart
Wondering where
I went wrong

I thought it was meant forever
As I can see now it wasn't
It was just a passing fancy

Never will I forget
What your love
Meant to me

Or how one wink
Would forever
Freeze my heart In time

If I never
Find love again
I will always
Have the feeling
Of our love

If I Had Just One Wish

If I had one wish
Would it be you
That I want

If I had one wish
Could I really
Have it granted

If I had one wish
Would your kiss
Seal the deal for me

If I had one wish
Would I turn back time
Or stay where I am

If I had one wish
I know what it
Would be

It would be
You In my arms forever
Or is that really my wish
Maybe it's just a dream
I have
only I really know
What I would do
If I had one wish

Forbidden Treasures

For the last few months
She has teased me
With her forbidden treasures
Knowing I would like just one
Taste of those treasures
In my mouth

As I rub up against her
I can see why many men
Eye her treasures
Just like I have from afar

I tried to hide my desire
Just to touch her treasures
But the passion inside me
Will not be controlled any longer

Just one squeeze is all I need
To know if those treasures
Are what they seem to me
Juicy, plentiful and ohh so ripe
One swipe of my tonuge
And one kiss of my lips
Will tell me if these forbidden treasures
Are worth the wait!

Never Know When or Why

Just A Mere 4 years old
When God called you home
Your bright smile
Boyish laughter
Still fills my heart

Tears in my eyes
Knowing I'll never
Feel your touch
Or hear your voice again
This was written for a friend who lost her daughter!

Dark Clouds now
Line my sky
Shattered dreams
Is my destiny

God wanted an angel
So he grabbed mine
The best he could find
Why did it have to be my angel

Words can't bring you back
Actions are useless
All I have now
Is a memory of my love
For you
I love you baby

While Your Gone

What do I miss

Is it your smile

That brightens my sky

Is it your words

That brighten my day

Is it your hugs

That fill me up inside

Is it your Kiss

That sends me into orbit

What is it then?

Its you!

Dreams Of You

Shadows blanket our kiss
As we intertwine our
Sweaty bodies together

Sweet summer winds
Blow your hair in my face
As my hands hold you tight

I slowly nibble on your ear
Like a squirrel on an acorn
Soft but firm as I feel your body pulsating

I look into your eyes
Seeing the explosion
Of love inside them
Waiting to be released

As we get even closer
We melt to the ground
Like a juicy Popsicle
On a hot day

Only to realize
I'm deep in sleep
And clutching my pillow
Instead of you

Please Come Back

Holding your picture
Makes me wonder
Why did you leave

Could I have been that bad
That insensitive
To your needs

Maybe I was
If I have been
Please come back

No I do care
Or I wouldn't
Be crying right now

Your all I think about
This very moment
God please come back

I miss my dog so much
Please come back